Spoonface's relationship with God is complex from "summary" of Spoonface Steinberg by Lee Hall
Spoonface Steinberg's relationship with God is like a dance, a slow waltz where they twirl around each other, sometimes in perfect harmony, other times in a tangled mess of missteps. She talks to God like an old friend, sharing her fears, dreams, and desires without reservation. In her conversations with God, she finds solace, comfort, and a sense of belonging that she can't seem to find elsewhere.
However, Spoonface's relationship with God is not always smooth sailing. There are moments of doubt, anger, and frustration when she questions God's existence, his intentions, and his love for her. She grapples with the unfairness of her situation, the cruelty of her illness, and the uncertainty of what lies ahead. At times, she feels abandoned, forgotten, and alone in her suffering, wondering if God is truly listening to her prayers.
Despite these moments of doubt and despair, Spoonface's faith in God remains unwavering. She clings to her belief in a higher power, a guiding force that gives meaning to her life and purpose to her struggles. Through her relationship with God, she finds strength, courage, and resilience to face whatever challenges come her way. It is this complex interplay of faith and doubt, love and anger, trust and fear that defines Spoonface's unique and deeply personal relationship with God.